I can't take my mind of of her ................and that what's so mind boggling!!?

Okay so I have this online friend( I went to school w/ her cuzin so I know she's legit, calm down) I'm so indulged in her life that I don't have one of my own. I spend evry waking moment thinking about her, how she responded to my message, how it's cool that she skateboards, I try to understand y she likes an unattractive guy and she's attractive, I go out and think that I may see her cuz she visits her dad sumtimes in my home city. She isn't my first infatuation, but she's just the worse. what should I do, cuz I want to back to having a normal life, it's just when I was away at college I didn't have ne friends and she was my only friend and technically still is but now she is moving on and doing big things w/ her life while I sit back wondering what's next w/her. I want to leave but I want to stick around cuz she has fame in her future(she can sing very well) and her sis goes to my drean school(Stanford) and I still want to connect w/her so I can visit 1day. do you see my dilemma HELPI can't take my mind of of her ................and that what's so mind boggling!!?
personally u sound jealous of her life u need your own, u need to find Jesus with him u would not feel lonely! cause u will always have someone to talk to. join some extra activity to keep yourself occupied like a community center or shelter. when u help other u feel good about yourself which will boost your self esteem don't worry God has so much planed for u if u let him into your heart. u can watch 3abn or go to 3abn.com to learn more about Jesus.
instead of sitting back letting your life go to the way sdie worrying about her, while she goes out and pursues her dreams, why dont u go pursue some dreams of your own and mkae your life a fabulous one too?I can't take my mind of of her ................and that what's so mind boggling!!?
I agree with Friends F, don't let her waste your life- try to succeed some of your goals and make your life better.
I think that you are right-you are too into her. You have opened yourself up to someone who has not done the same to you. With that being said pick yourself up. Read a book (I recommend the author Byron Katie) and tune into you. You are driving yourself crazy wondering if this woman feels the same way for you when her actions prove that she does not. Don't waste any more time or energy in being into her. When you have a "moment" where you need her call a friend or listen to some music, go shopping do anything but exert energy on her. Besides there is probably someone else out there that cares for you the way you do her but you aren't keeping your options open. With that being said, let her go and open yourself up to new and inviting possibilities.I can't take my mind of of her ................and that what's so mind boggling!!?
do something big to to jump start Ur life try skydiving don't let anyone hold you back from your dreams embrace your self hunny don't let others live Ur life for u join a club be social and very involved
like there all saying dont let your life go by but you must really like her though thats kinda wut i was going threw theres this guy and omg he was so hott and we ended up going to diff skools and i always thought about him but i realized that i had to get over him beacuse i mean i as wasting my time and i did and it was really kool so go out and party and find a knew grl but if you really like her them tell her ok!!!!!!!!!